My husband took off about 8 weeks ago now.
He still lies about me and yells about me.
When he is around family he does not speak to me and pretends that he has no contact with me whatsoever.
He now has 2 mobile phones and contacts me from one of them.
He does not want me to contact him so he is not caught out by his family.
To this day, he insists that he no longer has a meth problem and that he left simply because he was unhappy.
Yesterday, he verbally abused me on the phone and accused me of a bunch of things that weren't true.
Then, out of nowhere, he started talking dirty to me and wanted to meet up for sex.
This happened after saying the most horrible things to eachother.
He has met up with me 3 times already this week.
One on occasion, he had erectile problems.
2nd time ok.
3rd couldn't climax.
I figure if he was just unhappy, why does he want to continue having sex?
Also, when I am around him, he keeps telling me about him having joined the gym and he's off to get something to eat.
Its almost like he spends the time trying to convince me he is clean.
The other day he said, if I was wasted I would tell you... I have nothing to hide.
When I see him I cannot tell he is taking drugs by his eyes or skin.
But his behaviour compared to the things I have read on the site shows me this 100%.
My questions are:
Could he be using and not have physical symptoms?
Does the anger - horny - sad - joking rapid changes in mood reflect this?
He tells me that people are talking about me behind my back and then says other things that are completely left field, like he wants to provide for his little brother and he wants to buy a gun, and he wants to be really big (muscles), hence the gym.
Is he playing with my mind?
Although he wants to meet up and "party" with me, he has shown no signs of remorse for what he did to our home, our business, our marriage and to me.
He is still lying to me and I dont see any reason why he would now need to.
He still lies about me and yells about me.
When he is around family he does not speak to me and pretends that he has no contact with me whatsoever.
He now has 2 mobile phones and contacts me from one of them.
He does not want me to contact him so he is not caught out by his family.
To this day, he insists that he no longer has a meth problem and that he left simply because he was unhappy.
Yesterday, he verbally abused me on the phone and accused me of a bunch of things that weren't true.
Then, out of nowhere, he started talking dirty to me and wanted to meet up for sex.
This happened after saying the most horrible things to eachother.
He has met up with me 3 times already this week.
One on occasion, he had erectile problems.
2nd time ok.
3rd couldn't climax.
I figure if he was just unhappy, why does he want to continue having sex?
Also, when I am around him, he keeps telling me about him having joined the gym and he's off to get something to eat.
Its almost like he spends the time trying to convince me he is clean.
The other day he said, if I was wasted I would tell you... I have nothing to hide.
When I see him I cannot tell he is taking drugs by his eyes or skin.
But his behaviour compared to the things I have read on the site shows me this 100%.
My questions are:
Could he be using and not have physical symptoms?
Does the anger - horny - sad - joking rapid changes in mood reflect this?
He tells me that people are talking about me behind my back and then says other things that are completely left field, like he wants to provide for his little brother and he wants to buy a gun, and he wants to be really big (muscles), hence the gym.
Is he playing with my mind?
Although he wants to meet up and "party" with me, he has shown no signs of remorse for what he did to our home, our business, our marriage and to me.
He is still lying to me and I dont see any reason why he would now need to.
..Rocket has a way with words.
