It is possible that deep down inside of me I might be phening and suffering because I miss my drugs .. and that combined with my BPD that never seems to go
away may be contributing to me thinking nobody loves me because people don't respond to my posts and understand my situation ... maybe I am angry at
certain people here in SF who have known me for years and not helping me how I think they should ( not you WW - You have helped me tremendously and I thank you
) and feeling a bit abandoned ...
so for that I am sorry ..
so for that I am sorry ..
