I woke up this morning and felt like I was on the verge of falling appart. I just now realized that I haven't been to a meeting in days,
and have thought about drinking several times since thursday. I will go at noon today, as I have the day off.......
I need to make a gratitude list, so here it is;
I am grateful to have my recovery, and to have the ability to speak up when I am struggling.
I am grateful that I am alive and living life on lifes terms.
I am grateful that I have so many good friends in recovery.
I am grateful that I am a long distance gramma.
I am grateful that God gave my kids back there mom.
I am grateful that I am not drunk or high.
I am grateful that meth did not destroy my physical health the way it did Rob's
I am grateful that I have known serenity and peace.
Maybe its ok for me to fall appart a little................so much has happened recently.
It has been revealed to us that there is evidence that Rob really was alone when he had his accident.
We have also learned that someone brought hime downers in the hospital, which means he was way over medicated
when they went to put him under...............
He was in so much pain,...........I was the last person to talk to him on the phone. He sounded so scared, like he knew he wasn't
going to make it. I wish I would have been there with him..........
Thank you for being here everyone,
Amy
and have thought about drinking several times since thursday. I will go at noon today, as I have the day off.......
I need to make a gratitude list, so here it is;
I am grateful to have my recovery, and to have the ability to speak up when I am struggling.
I am grateful that I am alive and living life on lifes terms.
I am grateful that I have so many good friends in recovery.
I am grateful that I am a long distance gramma.
I am grateful that God gave my kids back there mom.
I am grateful that I am not drunk or high.
I am grateful that meth did not destroy my physical health the way it did Rob's
I am grateful that I have known serenity and peace.
Maybe its ok for me to fall appart a little................so much has happened recently.
It has been revealed to us that there is evidence that Rob really was alone when he had his accident.
We have also learned that someone brought hime downers in the hospital, which means he was way over medicated
when they went to put him under...............
He was in so much pain,...........I was the last person to talk to him on the phone. He sounded so scared, like he knew he wasn't
going to make it. I wish I would have been there with him..........
Thank you for being here everyone,
Amy
