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Dec 18 08 8:41 PM
I know that I am their example. I've known this all along; it has just become more magnified with the recent situation. Doing this for them will help me be strong because I know I'm doing what's right, putting their needs before mine. That was my point. I think I'm looking at it the right way. I am my own man, always have been. I'll deal with my own needs when the time comes. Right now, such needs are secondary. They'll come in time. I'm getting stronger each day.
And knowfear1, the meth is still a question mark (i.e., no proof). The infidelity is not in question. It has happened and is happening. It is unquestionable. The same goes for alcohol. I'll be damned if I'm going to sit by while my wife is screwing another guy and wait for her to get it out of her system. Not gonna happen. Judge me however you wish. I can live with myself and the decision I've made to separate myself and my kids from this mess. If she wants to destroy herself, she will. I have continuously tried to stop it and cannot. She's not taking the rest of us down with her as long as I can help it.
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