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After reading panelope,regarding the women who hung herself.
That brought back last may to me.
I was active in my addiction as most of you recall.
It was a Saturday afternoon and I had been up all night. used the
day before.Meth.
Anyway My state of mind was very negative of course
and I had taken off on my Harley after a beer.. to go to the next town 22 miles away to my medical
hospital to pick up my refilled prescription of vicoden.With the intentions of trading them for meth
50 miles the other way to my connect.
After arriving at the pharmacy with tears in my eyes because i didn"t want to continue
anymore. I filled my prescription with a tech... again with tears in my eyes.I asked if
I could have a consult with a pharmacist.the pharmacist came up to me.. still tears in my eyes
I asked (in my way of asking to help me)!Can I take vicodin while I am using meth.
I said I want to mix them.She had this dump look on her face and said.I dont recommend it
All the rest of the pharmacy heard and looked my way.I walked away crying.I sat down about 20
feet from them continuing to cry.Not one PROFFESIONAL came to me.After 10 minutes I walked
outside.
Sitting on my bike I called an advice nurse inside the hospital and told her what I was doing.She immediately
put me on the line with a crises nurse.I explained i am sitting in the parking lot
of there hospital and she talked me into walking into the emergency room.Which i did.
They asked me what i was doing there and admitted me to see a doctor.
After a while I was seen and again asked what was wrong.I tried to explain this all to him.
But was cut short giving Valium and referred to there dependency program.I was let go to drive
myself home.Still very distraught.
I rode to the connects house purchased What I thought was enough to kill myself.
Came home sat in the garage and continued to do just that.I put all I had bought in my
pipe and planned to smoke it all at once until something happened.
My wife came running out and at me with arms flying trying to knock my pipe out of my hand.
She had yelled to me in the garage before that what I was doing and I sad.Going to smoke till I drop.
With tears coming down again and Teri screaming I thru the pipe against the garage door and broke it.
That incident led me to ask for help here in chat.I was still wanting it all to end.
When phoenix.Hope you dont mind me mentioning who.Came into chat and then called me
to help me through.
This site does work It has helped me tremendously. when our medical field wasnt there for me!
im going blind suzy Q... i wish i could hug you sweet suzy Q,...
((((((((((((((((((((Muah!!! Suzie))))))))))))))))))))
How lovely. Sadly, pharamacy staff are far less equipped to
deal with meth addiction even than hospital staff.
That is the world's current
system - completely unequipped to deal with addiction. That's so very sad. When my daughter went to the ER hallucinating that worms were eating out the
back of her throat, they gave her cough syrup, (that she probably traded for more meth,) and told her to stop smoking meth. They have no idea what to do, not
really. Sorry you had to go through that - you should have been admitted when you went to the ER seeking treatment.
