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So I had this dream last night and I just wanted to know what you all think.
So Ashly (the girl I lived with while getting high) wants me to watch this video she has. She turns it on and there I am sittin in this chair and ****(her brothers baby) is on the floor with Ash and I am all tweaked out. Twitchin, bobbin and weavin and the weird thing is I could see I was fightin back tears. So Ash stops the video and says to me "See what it does to you". Then I woke up. I still see Ash every now and then, just the casual hi and by and few words. I am pretty sure she is clean, but also pretty sure she still hasn't left the "lifestyle" behind. Anyways it was a really weird dream for me because the last time I used (first relapse after getting clean) she asked me if I really wanted to do this and that she didn't want to "mess things up for me". So what yall think about this dream?
So Ashly (the girl I lived with while getting high) wants me to watch this video she has. She turns it on and there I am sittin in this chair and ****(her brothers baby) is on the floor with Ash and I am all tweaked out. Twitchin, bobbin and weavin and the weird thing is I could see I was fightin back tears. So Ash stops the video and says to me "See what it does to you". Then I woke up. I still see Ash every now and then, just the casual hi and by and few words. I am pretty sure she is clean, but also pretty sure she still hasn't left the "lifestyle" behind. Anyways it was a really weird dream for me because the last time I used (first relapse after getting clean) she asked me if I really wanted to do this and that she didn't want to "mess things up for me". So what yall think about this dream?
