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I can't fix this and I know that but how do I stop myself from hurting for him???
My ex-BF/my baby's daddy whatever I am suppose to call him.... anyways he wrecked his truck over the weekend(he didnt get hurt) but his truck is totalled. he got arrested becuz his liscense was once again suspended but of course he said that isn't right and the insurance company must have screwed up. I know he has been clean and he got a new job and has been there the last 10days. He works 10days and then gets 4days off and it is not around here it is 4hrs away and they put him up in a hotel...pretty good deal..... and then I also found out that he did get an eviction notice on the place he is living at. I don't want to get sucked back into this but I don't see how this always seems to happen to him when he is "trying" to make better for himself. It's really no wonder he goes back to using again and again....I'm not saying that makes it okay by any means.....I don't even know what I am trying to say... I am just baballing to try and stay sane!!! I don't want to hurt for him anymore. HE did this to himself... not me but yet I still feel sad.........I just don't know.
My ex-BF/my baby's daddy whatever I am suppose to call him.... anyways he wrecked his truck over the weekend(he didnt get hurt) but his truck is totalled. he got arrested becuz his liscense was once again suspended but of course he said that isn't right and the insurance company must have screwed up. I know he has been clean and he got a new job and has been there the last 10days. He works 10days and then gets 4days off and it is not around here it is 4hrs away and they put him up in a hotel...pretty good deal..... and then I also found out that he did get an eviction notice on the place he is living at. I don't want to get sucked back into this but I don't see how this always seems to happen to him when he is "trying" to make better for himself. It's really no wonder he goes back to using again and again....I'm not saying that makes it okay by any means.....I don't even know what I am trying to say... I am just baballing to try and stay sane!!! I don't want to hurt for him anymore. HE did this to himself... not me but yet I still feel sad.........I just don't know.
