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Penel0pe	To our Newest Members...	Lead	[-]
Posts: 6474 (04/29/08 08:17:32) *Such A Supah Lady!* Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Welcome to KCI! Please feel free to post, introduce yourselves, and become members of the KCI community! We have had several new people come aboard in the past few days... don't be shy - we're a friendly bunch and we're always happy to meet someone new!
nineyearsclean		#1	[-]
Posts: 7504 (04/29/08 08:37:09) Best Friend to KCI Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Welcome! ~English Dobrodošli ~Croation Bienvenue ~French Benvenuti ~Italian Merhba ~Maltese Bienvenido ~Spanish Bem-vindo ~Portuguese ΚΑΛΩΣΟΡΙΣΑΤΕ ~Greek
The Warden		#2	[-]
Posts: 89 (04/29/08 11:33:22) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Allow myself to introduce myself.... My name is Richie Cunningham, and this is my lovely wife, Oprah.
positivelyjim		#3	[-]
Posts: 124 (04/29/08 13:00:34) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Allow myself to introduce myself.... My name is Richie Cunningham, and this is my lovely wife, Oprah. That's the most hilarious line I've read on this board in a long time. You made my afternoon. Jim
forget suzette		#4	[-]
Posts: 13905 (04/29/08 14:10:32) Retro Space Cadet Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	that's a lovely dress your wearing mrs cuntingham.
nomorefairies		#5	[-]
Posts: 12 (04/30/08 01:35:50) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	thanks Its a comfortable place for me Last Edited By: nomorefairies 07/21/09 23:41:10. Edited 1 times.
Sfj		#6	[-]
Posts: 6420 (04/30/08 07:24:23) - Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Well, then, Uh, Who is Richie Cunningham ? I know who Amy Winehouse is, but who's this Richie dude ?
danimal55		#7	[-]
Posts: 7073 (04/30/08 07:36:28) Forum Star Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	aka...Opie http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0070992/trivia Last Edited By: danimal55 04/30/08 07:39:49. Edited 1 times.
Penel0pe		#8	[-]
Posts: 6485 (04/30/08 08:19:58) *Such A Supah Lady!* Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Welcome, nomorefairies - glad you got to vent... and yeah, we're kinda weird around here - but we hear ya, and we all see the purple elephant, too.
positivelyjim		#9	[-]
Posts: 125 (04/30/08 14:17:04) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	That Richie Cunningham line threw me off guard, so excuse me for neglecting to extend my welcome to newcomers as well. You've found a great board. By the way SFJ, you might know who Amy Winehouse is, but I'm not too sure Amy Winehouse knows who Amy Winehouse is right now. She's not looking too stable as of late, and I would imagine she's surrounded by enablers and "yes" people. I think this is going to be another "28 days and I'm cured" scenario. So sad.
Aidenblueeyes		#10	[-]
Posts: 1 (05/03/08 09:25:41) Newcomer! Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hello. I am Aiden, and im 20. ive been pretty much addicted to everything soo far. But i dont really care about any drugs except meth and weed i guess now. Ive been bulniemic for 3 years, and i grew up on the strongest dose of ritalin they give out starting int he first grade. I have been doing meth for a year now, and since i started i havent REALLY stopped. I have always gone on 4+ day trips with it. Usuallly about 9 days without eating or sleeping. and NOW i find that im really messed up. I was really crazy before i did this, but im psycho now and spastic. ALSO during this addiction, my dad told me my entire family on his side is into it. My grandparents were satanic methheads that used for about 40 years. My dad has been for like 20. i dont really know whats happend to me. I "white out" and its like ODing huffing ether. Like my brain just shuts off but my eyes dont close and i come back into reality with no concept of time or anything. Its really confusing. and ive had 7 heart attacks in the last 4 months. I have been in bed while doing meth for a long long time, because really, i dont have the energy or strength to get up for long. its strange, and im really confused.
nineyearsclean		#11	[-]
Posts: 7553 (05/03/08 09:34:41) Best Friend to KCI Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hi Aiden. Welcome. May I ask you a blunt question? Do you want to live? Not just exist, but live?
Aidenblueeyes		#12	[-]
Posts: 2 (05/03/08 09:41:49) Newcomer! Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Funny question for a really really long time, the only time i truly smiled, was when it was pointed out that im decaying, or dying. I fell in love with it. I really honestly hated my life. And i know ill be thought of as a crazy boy and maybe ignored after this, but i sold my soul to the devil before i did this, and i honestly saw him, and i really walked with demons inside me and it used to bother alot of people and i really loved it. But see, it was just recently that i crashed soo hard yet again, but this time i looked at who i really am, and i have ruined everyones life that ive been with really. So i kicked the demons out, and i really tried to quit this stuff, but it really has gone more than a week before i somehow think it will be great. ANd i do hate it. I mean, ive ODed on meth now 16 times, and i hate that im the way i am, that i can just do that and keep going after aweful things happen. I want to live now yes. I really want to know what is going on inside me. Why my brain shuts off, and all this stuff.
lax2		#13	[-]
Posts: 2336 (05/03/08 09:46:07) Forum Friend Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Aiden, I hope you try with everything you have got left to quit this suicide mission. At the rate you are going you would be lucky to make it past July. You can get over this. I watched your slide show. I hope others here do too. It is horrific. I think you are trying to kill yourself. I Hope you quit meth. KEEP COMIN BACK HERE... I like your honesty.
nineyearsclean		#14	[-]
Posts: 7554 (05/03/08 09:48:13) Best Friend to KCI Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Okay, good, so now you have a goal: to live. You have to know by now that they way you have been going about things, you are going die, and possibly, soon. You are not healthy at all. Can you get to a doctor for a complete checkup?
lax2		#15	[-]
Posts: 2337 (05/03/08 09:50:46) Forum Friend Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	By the way ... I too thought it would be great to do some more.... After almost every comedown wore off. You are not alone Aiden. i DONT HAVE ANYTHING BETTER THAN na OR cma TO OFFER as a tool to help you get & stay clean. Part of whats ailin you is due to your family tree I am pretty sure. But NO EXCUSES Just dont use... PLEASE.
robertborges		#16	[-]
Posts: 64 (05/03/08 10:00:13) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	wow aidenblueeyes all i can say is get in rehab.many programs.You are going to die if you dont.your mind is not rational right now.
The Warden		#17	[-]
Posts: 97 (05/03/08 11:45:40) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Aiden, You're hurting yourself really bad. Your bulemia and drug use is a way for you to deal with some kind of tragedy. Piercings and tatts.... you get off on the pain you inflict on yourself. So what happened? I was bulemic after I had been raped. It helped me feel better -- fill yourself up and feel bad, then get rid of it and feel good. I was always a drug user but didn't mess with meth until my sister died and some other @$*+ happened. That said, it's easy to see that you're punishing yourself. You do a lot of fuked up sheit to yourself when you can't deal with the world around you. You are very talented -- your photographs are beautiful, sad but beautiful. You don't have to live in pain. You're too good to die. Those "white outs" might be seizures.
nomorefairies		#18	[-]
Posts: 13 (06/30/09 01:38:21) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hi you all. I am back after another year out there. I was only here for 2 or 3 weeks last year in April. Did not make it. Have not stopped trying, just have not made it yet. I have been reading all blogs from last week to two weeks. It is great to be back here. Trying to listen and learn. Thank you all so much!
Robby99.bpdsanctuary		#19	[-]
Posts: 2890 (06/30/09 02:05:04) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Aiden , welcome and sorry for your pain ... I was a chronic user up until three months ago and I still think about using a lot but what Niner said is why I stopped , because I wanted to live and not just exist - It is shame you grew up on Ritilin , that stuff is awful and it contributed to your meth use for sure , but that is in the past and all we can do is fix you today ... I had those same brain shutting off things and what is happening is you are having TIAs , A TIA is a "warning stroke" or "mini-stroke" that produces stroke-like symptoms but no lasting damage. Recognizing and treating TIAs can reduce your risk of having an actual stroke - but if you continue using then you will have a stroke and you won't die but will be a vegetable for the rest of your life - I don't think you want that .... I know, I had many TIAs and they are scary ... as I am sure you know, I have also had heart attacks but not 7 - your heart is giving out ... and if you do not stop you will die pretty shortly ... I know how hard this addiction is to beat and that knowing it is bad for you is not enough to get you clean , have you tried treatment ? Aiden , you are running out of time - this disease wants you dead and it is winning ... you CAN get out though and have a life ... using meth is NOT a life. Peace
Robby99.bpdsanctuary		#20	[-]
Posts: 2891 (06/30/09 02:06:32) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Oh I missed that this was an old post , has anyone heard from Aiden ?

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