thanks again....it can be very very tough though to make that right decision sometimes but I have FAITH and I'm not going there not today anyway. I hope and pray never but I don't know my future. I know I don;t want to make bad choices and hopefully I'll get past this

Please remember this; if you ever do go there, you love that choice more than Linsey and all the people who care.

See babe, that choice is the worst of worst choices that a person can make in there entire life. That choice brings so much extra garbage baggage and as I said many times destroys families and marriages. I can not stay in this marriage if you choose that over Linsey and me. I have to protect Linsey like no other man on this earth and I intend to do just that.

That is why I asked in January about a April (you know) and you agreed with no anger.

I promise you I will always be there for you and help you in any way I can but if you give into that choice I can't compromise, me and Linsey have to move on in life. It's just not fair to Linsey, she has a whole life ahead of her and she needs all of our support growing up in the right direction.

Please don't take what I said as me being mean, take it from a man that wants both his girls living right and a true family.

I disagree what your future holds on this choice.

See girl, you know and you dictate that one choice in your future, you might not know a lot of choices in your future but this one you have total control over.