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What gifts god has given me after learning to respect my life. Recovering is on so many levels and this is just unravieling for me. The thing I have now is the thought before action process and this is so helpful to me in every aspect of my life. They were right when they told me I will recover. I am.
I watched this movie and this quote just hit me hard:
"Empty what is full and fill what is empty"
In my brain that means balance: a difficult thing to do daily...at least for me.
I just cant believe that next month if god allows it, I will have a year...ME
I am starting school for summer 08 and have a full life. I am truly blessed. Material things...hardly none, but a heart full of hope and love...what more could I ask for, especially spending most of my life empty. Life is full of challenges, but I am out to prove to myself that I am wont be a statistic to this disease. I will work at making the rest of my life being sober and sometimes it is soooooo difficult. The good days out weight the negative ones now and when those days come...I just keep on trucking...hit a meeting...pray...talk with my sponsor and just let god know I am grateful. I love ya kci.
