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Meth seems to stand out among all the other drugs. I can not say from personal expierence seeing as I have not done every drug, but from what I have herd, seen
, and basic obvious differences meth seems to have a special sort of hell that comes with it.
For starters meth is the only drug that is not derived from a plant. The process in making it is dangerrous and from what I have herd can be an addiction in and of it's self. It is the only drug that has a crystal form. The only one you can eat, smoke, shoot and snort (plz feel free to correct me if I am wrong).
As with all drugs there is a life style that comes with the territory, but with meth it seems to be more in depth...like it is a personality rather than a life style. Meth forever changes you. Not only is the drug addicting for me , but the life style that I lived while using the drug is addicting.
Weather I am still in active addiction or in recovery meth will always be apart of me, a part of who I am. It has molded me into the person I am today. It is a daily struggle with my thoughts and trying to stay clean. It has been three yrs, but it feels like just yesterday I was runnin round tryin to find a bag. I can not say weather or not I am glad to be clean yet....but I can be thankful for certain things. I am thankful that I do not have to worry about being aressted, that I do not have to worry about who comes into my room when I sleep, I do not have to worry about hiding it from my loved ones, do not have to worry about finding a bag so I do not come down, or people stealing my *!@$, or loosing things I care about. Being able to say I do not miss meth will be a long hard struggle, but I am sure that once I find an other way to feel that same "high" in a healthy way I will let go of thoes thoughts.
I just have to take it all ONE DAY AT A TIME.
For starters meth is the only drug that is not derived from a plant. The process in making it is dangerrous and from what I have herd can be an addiction in and of it's self. It is the only drug that has a crystal form. The only one you can eat, smoke, shoot and snort (plz feel free to correct me if I am wrong).
As with all drugs there is a life style that comes with the territory, but with meth it seems to be more in depth...like it is a personality rather than a life style. Meth forever changes you. Not only is the drug addicting for me , but the life style that I lived while using the drug is addicting.
Weather I am still in active addiction or in recovery meth will always be apart of me, a part of who I am. It has molded me into the person I am today. It is a daily struggle with my thoughts and trying to stay clean. It has been three yrs, but it feels like just yesterday I was runnin round tryin to find a bag. I can not say weather or not I am glad to be clean yet....but I can be thankful for certain things. I am thankful that I do not have to worry about being aressted, that I do not have to worry about who comes into my room when I sleep, I do not have to worry about hiding it from my loved ones, do not have to worry about finding a bag so I do not come down, or people stealing my *!@$, or loosing things I care about. Being able to say I do not miss meth will be a long hard struggle, but I am sure that once I find an other way to feel that same "high" in a healthy way I will let go of thoes thoughts.
I just have to take it all ONE DAY AT A TIME.
