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Well I will try not to make you dizzy this time. LOL. But I don't know. My life is pretty CRAZY!!
Really I have no reason to smile. But I am half way proud of myself. Here is the short verison well maybe. They let him out of DETOX on Friday but the facility that he was doing his residential treatment at does not take take people after 3:00. Why?? I don't know it is just there policy. So he was going to have to wait until Monday at 2:00 which was his appointment time. I was so freaked on Friday. We had a whole weekend at home trying to stay clean. So I took him to his mother house. Thought that would be better. He was good until Easter Sunday. I went down to spend time with the family. Dumb me left my keys in my purse. Imagen that. Trust him. I knew better. I let my guard down for a moment. You guess it he took off with my car and my ATM/DEBT. All night and all day gone. Of course he got over $500.00 out and had a good old time. That was even calling the bank to cancel the card. He was FAST.
Now when he final callslike usual he was out of gas, locked the keys in the car and was walking. Normal. Said he would be at his sister house. I got a ride to get my car. Found empty bottles of beer, broken down pens, just down right trash out. Oh and he even saved a little cocaine for me. How sweet! Bet he would be kicking himself in the butt for losing that in the car if he knew he had some left. Of course I disposed of EVERYTHING. Meth is his drug of choose but I guess he could not find that so cocaine would have to do.
I was headed home. His brother called me and said are you coming to get him?? He said he found him asleep by the dog house. I said nope ! YEA me!! Told his brother that his clothes, id and insurance card was at his mother place. He needed to figure out how he was going to get clean and to rehab. I was done trying to save him. Advice his whole family to do the same. Let him sleep in the dog house. He tried to come in but he has taken from his brother before so he locked him out.
His sister at about 11:30 that night found him in her car. It was cold outside I guess. Maybe he should have just crawled in the dog house. Anyway she let him come in, get a bath and eat. I have ignored his calls with the except to tell him to figure it out on his own. He actually is calling, making the appointments and doing it himself today. So we will see if he actually goes. I won't enable him anymore.
Actually I thought it was kind of funny he picked the dog house. At least I did not bail him out. Normally I would have gotten him, cleaned him up and put him to bed. Not anymore if he wants to live on the streets so be it. I will let him no matter how hard it is. Trust me it is hard. I feel like it is tearing my heart out right now. But he will never get clean if I keep saving him. Right?? Right....
Really I have no reason to smile. But I am half way proud of myself. Here is the short verison well maybe. They let him out of DETOX on Friday but the facility that he was doing his residential treatment at does not take take people after 3:00. Why?? I don't know it is just there policy. So he was going to have to wait until Monday at 2:00 which was his appointment time. I was so freaked on Friday. We had a whole weekend at home trying to stay clean. So I took him to his mother house. Thought that would be better. He was good until Easter Sunday. I went down to spend time with the family. Dumb me left my keys in my purse. Imagen that. Trust him. I knew better. I let my guard down for a moment. You guess it he took off with my car and my ATM/DEBT. All night and all day gone. Of course he got over $500.00 out and had a good old time. That was even calling the bank to cancel the card. He was FAST.
Now when he final callslike usual he was out of gas, locked the keys in the car and was walking. Normal. Said he would be at his sister house. I got a ride to get my car. Found empty bottles of beer, broken down pens, just down right trash out. Oh and he even saved a little cocaine for me. How sweet! Bet he would be kicking himself in the butt for losing that in the car if he knew he had some left. Of course I disposed of EVERYTHING. Meth is his drug of choose but I guess he could not find that so cocaine would have to do.
I was headed home. His brother called me and said are you coming to get him?? He said he found him asleep by the dog house. I said nope ! YEA me!! Told his brother that his clothes, id and insurance card was at his mother place. He needed to figure out how he was going to get clean and to rehab. I was done trying to save him. Advice his whole family to do the same. Let him sleep in the dog house. He tried to come in but he has taken from his brother before so he locked him out.
His sister at about 11:30 that night found him in her car. It was cold outside I guess. Maybe he should have just crawled in the dog house. Anyway she let him come in, get a bath and eat. I have ignored his calls with the except to tell him to figure it out on his own. He actually is calling, making the appointments and doing it himself today. So we will see if he actually goes. I won't enable him anymore.
Actually I thought it was kind of funny he picked the dog house. At least I did not bail him out. Normally I would have gotten him, cleaned him up and put him to bed. Not anymore if he wants to live on the streets so be it. I will let him no matter how hard it is. Trust me it is hard. I feel like it is tearing my heart out right now. But he will never get clean if I keep saving him. Right?? Right....
