Yah it's me again. I've read a lot of information on this site, I've learned a great deal even though it's not going to bring back my son and daughter in law. I have the nine year old and now the 15 month old which is the baby that was saturated from the moment the cells began to divide. He's happy, you wouldn't know he went through that unless I told you but my questions are those of you who use or used the hardest thing about quitting is the depression and lack of ability to feel pleasure in anything for a very long time. I can dig it, I became depressed after years of fighting the good fight my chemicals changed and fun it ain't. So I can only imagine you guy's extreme discomfort and longing for relief. But how come the baby isn't depressed? She smoked every day of her pregnancy he tested positive when he was born. I'm curious, how does he have any dopamine left after nine months of that and being so small yet from what you guys say it depletes yours for a very long time? Can anyone tell me?