Well ... my AH reached out finally. He is terrified of the amount of dope he's been using .. about 100 to 200 dollars worth per day shooting it.
The girl he is with (whom he cheated on me with) is destroying him mentally he says. I asked him to spare me details because I'd rather her fall off this planet honestly.. but basically she tells him to go get high and then says she won't be with him if hes high ... and is very cruel to him .
I went out to see him last night for a few hours .. to drive around and be there as support . Hes attempted suicide 3 times in the past week he says . He swallowed a bunch of pills and heroin and only woke up in his own urine.
He pulled a trigger to his head, and the bullet was a dud.. and idk how else.
He's a lover of God which is helpful in his scenario but I don't know what to say to him other than to find a starting point in turning his life around. But he loves the dope. .... he says he's had a few stints of sobriety in the 6 months we've been separated .. but, he loves dope.
Any advice yall?
I guess just act like im the addict writing this about myself . He truly can't see past the commotion, self hate and wreckage he's caused in his life.