through the roof or down in the dumps...but looking back i can clearly see that i was 'hot' enough to
be offered $ to rent/sell my body on at least 20x around the age of 21...
and hot enough to be hired as a cocktail waiter 'save me' in my lifeguard beater t/silk shorts...
the effect meth had on me was like a hyper version of alcohol, and i was wholly sober 99% the time i did meth oddly,
i firmly believed alcohol just watered down however high the speed made you.
i have more to share. but just had to say this...not sure if its the kind of sharing that helps here tho.
hope you are all good or doin your best. say hi if you hqave the time to reply.