it might look funny -im saying that i want to quit and kept whining about being clean and sober again, but in the meantime while i was saying all that, im holding my pipe and continued smoking...-
my name is shinta. i'm 25 years old. i started smoking when i was 13 occasionally then when i was 16 i started to smoke for the whole 2 years, then quit for 2 months , then smoke again. i never been sober for more than 3 months. my last sober moment was 2 months ago.... it lasted 5 months... and was proud of myself until one day i thought i could handle to smoke just one time, i picked up again. at that time, i did it just that one time, then once a week, then twice a week. i need help to quit, i can't have any absent, i have to still go to work during my withdrawals. how am i gonna do that:? i can't even wake up on my own when i don't smoke before i went to bed.
help me...
