I feel so much anger building inside me. I don't know why i am so angry. Any little thing sets me off and I see red - I feel like I want to hurt whoever it is no matter if I know them or not.
But I am writign about sex. When I am high, all I want is sex. My man also uses and he cannot get it up any more. So I use toys and anything I can find. It's not just the feelings of pleasure from rubbing myself, but I have this intense desire to have something inside me - whatever I can find. I have had sex with all kinds of men - whoeevr I could find. I don't use any protection when I am high, and I have sex with more than 1 man at a time. But no matter what I do, nothing will satisfy me. I will have sex for hours and hours without orgasm.
What's wrong with me? Will this pass? Does this happen to other women? Am I ruined forever???
Do other women get so violent when they want sex?? I never got angry like this before. Will I ever be normal again?