Hey all!!! Just wanted to send a shout out and say hey to all the wonderful people on this board. Im doing well. My husband actually did me a favor and removed himself from the picture. Hes been gone....I dont even know how long now. I cried and started to feel sorry for myself....but then it clicked. That is why I think that support is sooooo important. With the support of my family and my good friends and you guys......my mind just snapped back. Also Release....i think your name is Randy....you are so deep girl. Your words and your last post about self acceptance was so right on time....Ive already gone thru the phases.....now I really really feel better.
You know what....to those who dont know my story, I was living the american dream...three kids, new house, vacations...everything I ever wanted and my husband started smoking meth and my dream became a nightmare.....for awhile....but I want to encourage all people in my position...because its my job to give back. That after the hurricane comes a rainbow. The material things and the little things you realize are sooo minute in the real scheme of things. A healthy mind and happiness is so much more important. Its not easy to change the script in your mind but it can be done. We are in control of OUR OWN destiniy....how dare we give the control of our future to anyone. Keep coming back to this site. It saved my life....these people on here are angels and the wisdom you get in invaluable. Its not your nightmare.......its not my nigmare......so dream and most of all live......
You know what....to those who dont know my story, I was living the american dream...three kids, new house, vacations...everything I ever wanted and my husband started smoking meth and my dream became a nightmare.....for awhile....but I want to encourage all people in my position...because its my job to give back. That after the hurricane comes a rainbow. The material things and the little things you realize are sooo minute in the real scheme of things. A healthy mind and happiness is so much more important. Its not easy to change the script in your mind but it can be done. We are in control of OUR OWN destiniy....how dare we give the control of our future to anyone. Keep coming back to this site. It saved my life....these people on here are angels and the wisdom you get in invaluable. Its not your nightmare.......its not my nigmare......so dream and most of all live......
