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Loraura wrote:Robby, are you afraid to want to recover?
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forget suzette wrote:......but, it freaked me out to be so "pure" .....freedom scared me.it still does.
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heck Robby, i had dual diagnoisis,the stuff fried my brain to the point back then the professionals did not think i would ever get well,one thought i had organic brain damage,don't know if it was his made up term or what. heck when i first came here and posted i thought it was the computer talking to me before my kids told me there was people giving me feed back. could be why i'm so attached to this site.i used this site to learn how to interact with people i had no clue, was so used to all around me just doing as i said without question thought all should.even a yr after being clean,the programs i went to kept testing me thinking i was on 1.heck yes it is a culture,just got to get away from that culture,speed freaks was the only culture i knew,just about every part of my life was dope.walking down the street,even going another route was the difference between the same old thing.had guys taking bets on how long i could do it, some would drop the crap by my mailbox,back gate,bags with rigs and pipes foil and even lighters,the whole darn kit along with a good issue of dope. i know a little about culture and those who want to drag us back into the life.
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lax2 wrote: More than likely, this guy needed $ or $$ to score more and probabley didn't have a place to go to or a pot to piss in. To say nothing of the deer in the headlight look of his big black Pupils.
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