Looked up Methamphetamine on google and found this forum. Its been 4 days, still havnt slept. The last time i had a pipe was 2 days ago. Strong stuff.
Now i am currently having the worst come down i have ever experienced. Nothing interests me. I feel so evil.. I want to die : (
I have been here many times but not this bad... all these thoughts of what i said to people in the past few days is driving me nuts. So paranoid.. I care so much about what people think about me.
What can i do? : ( I just wish i could die right now.. someone please remind me what its like to feel normal! It is so bad i cant even describe it.. finding this thread is about the only thing i can do to help myself.. I just dont even know.
Now i am currently having the worst come down i have ever experienced. Nothing interests me. I feel so evil.. I want to die : (
I have been here many times but not this bad... all these thoughts of what i said to people in the past few days is driving me nuts. So paranoid.. I care so much about what people think about me.
What can i do? : ( I just wish i could die right now.. someone please remind me what its like to feel normal! It is so bad i cant even describe it.. finding this thread is about the only thing i can do to help myself.. I just dont even know.
