before i start tonight and little back story on this one here first my sister used meth for a long time she clean now but it changed me and hurt me deeply time i make u see my world tonight.
the way jennifer's drug usage hurts me my road to healing and finding the power to get past it
i am gifted writer time i show my world and make u understand my pain here goes nothin there nothing i hide when i write ever as my heart beats fast tonight this woman is hurt deeply everytime she wakes up she is cut deeply from this pain no1 gets her pain she flashes badly about her usage of meth when she found out she only 16 and as her heart beats faster with each word she types tonight the beats reminded her that her pain is very much real and hurts cuts her soul like a knife deeply like the beat of my heart may stop if it dosent go away the pain seems endless to her and she wares the pain in her eyes no1 understands her life since she has seen her sister high its like her light is gone from her soul and she has been going to online meetings since 07 they help her yes but she wishes her friends understood her pain they dont understand cause she keeps herself but she wishes they understood life she just wants her life back no1 knows what she had to do to just write this tonight she hopes that she will get passed vthis but she cant do this by her self and shes sure she will.
the way jennifer's drug usage hurts me my road to healing and finding the power to get past it
i am gifted writer time i show my world and make u understand my pain here goes nothin there nothing i hide when i write ever as my heart beats fast tonight this woman is hurt deeply everytime she wakes up she is cut deeply from this pain no1 gets her pain she flashes badly about her usage of meth when she found out she only 16 and as her heart beats faster with each word she types tonight the beats reminded her that her pain is very much real and hurts cuts her soul like a knife deeply like the beat of my heart may stop if it dosent go away the pain seems endless to her and she wares the pain in her eyes no1 understands her life since she has seen her sister high its like her light is gone from her soul and she has been going to online meetings since 07 they help her yes but she wishes her friends understood her pain they dont understand cause she keeps herself but she wishes they understood life she just wants her life back no1 knows what she had to do to just write this tonight she hopes that she will get passed vthis but she cant do this by her self and shes sure she will.
