I met a guy recently who seemed to be a great,funny caring guy. He is only 18 years old yet meth is already ruining his life. When I first met him I did know about his past of using but didn't think or know much about it seeing how I have never done meth or anything other drug for that matter. When he was only 16years old his meth addict father had offered him the drug. He got hooked after that. We started dating this year when he was clean. The relationship was great in the beginning. He was staying away from his father and didn't have the temptations around him. When he was living with me for three months I got to really see who he was. He never showed any emotions to me yet he said he was in love with me. He would snap easily and call me names daily. He started drinking alot and ended up in the hospital twice and threatened to kill me multiple times. He even threatened my life infront of my friend. When she defended me he beat her up. Punched her in the face and all. But I was so in love with him I couldn't leave him. He relapsed a few times that I know of while we were together. Even then, I couldn't leave him. He told me he wants to be just like his tweaker dad and he likes being miserable and never wants to be happy. Well finally the other day after staying with me he went back to his dads house. Once he got there he stopped calling me and when I called him he would make the convo short and say he'd call back but wouldn't. I cried on the phone with him expressing my love and how I want to be treated better. He said me crying was annoyig and made me look weak. He never called back. I had to call him back. And when I did he was still wide awake at 1am which is unsual for him and he seemed totally not like himself. I asked him if he was high. He denied it. He then broke up with me. I'm so upset because when he broke up with me he showed no emotion. Didn't have a care in the world after all the love I gave and everything I did for him. He's so young,Its so hard to see
him being like this. I guess I just need support to move on. I will always love him but
i know being with a 18 year old meth addict wouldn't be what's best for me seeing as I am older,don't do drugs and
startig college. But it's so hard to let go of him. I am in love with him. He was my best friend.
