THE INSANE DESIRE TO GO AND SLAM DOPE AGAIN BECAUSE I CANNOT GET THE CRAVE FOR THE RUSH GO AWAY ..... HOW DO I MAKE IT STOP BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE AND MAKES ME TAKE ACTION AND GO DO IT ?
I KNOW PEOPLE TELL ME TO JUST NOT DO IT ... BUT THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH ... HOW POWERFUL THE PULL TO USE IS ...
I AM SUFFERING AND SCARED .... I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN HOLD ON ... I DON'T KNOW HOW NOT TO USE ...
THE CRAVING FOR THE RUSH IS CONSTANTLY GOING THROUGH ME AND THE MENTAL OBSESSION IS UNBEARABLE ....
DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO SO JUST VENTING HERE ...
I KNOW PEOPLE TELL ME TO JUST NOT DO IT ... BUT THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH ... HOW POWERFUL THE PULL TO USE IS ...
I AM SUFFERING AND SCARED .... I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN HOLD ON ... I DON'T KNOW HOW NOT TO USE ...
THE CRAVING FOR THE RUSH IS CONSTANTLY GOING THROUGH ME AND THE MENTAL OBSESSION IS UNBEARABLE ....
DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO SO JUST VENTING HERE ...
