Here's the link to what I was reading last night.
http://www.beliefnet.com/Love-Family/Relationships/2008/10/Past-Loves.aspx

I know falling out of love is hard and I don't know that we ever do.
I guess the dope stomped the love I had for it out of me....

people??

Having to walk away is hard, staying away is even harder.

I feel ya and really hope the best for you and your gal.