I just saw the thread... I Hate Drugs where you're talking about the same girl????

It's much older than this one... so I have to ask...

are you still mixed up with the same girl???

The one who went to treatment and you were thinking about sneaking her in some dope in some peanut butter but decided not to.... did she ever get that dope out of you??

From what I read, she ditched treatment.
Now she wants you to take her into the mountains.... but you're not going to.

I have to ask....
do you give her money?? Because a month is the mountains would cost unless you were gonna "rough" it... but it'd still cost with equipment and all.

You know you can't save her right??
She has to want to quit on her own and it doesn't really sound like you're the best person for her to be around while trying to get clean... I could be wrong.

You sound like a nice guy, maybe too nice for someone who can talk you into breaking laws. Just having dope is illegal, let alone sneaking it in to someone.

I'm in the middle of some stuff I'm studying on How to Let Go of Past Loves... I'm doing it because I've at a lost right now with my ex and I can't go back either. Not because of drugs but because the relationship isn't healthy even though I have deep feelings for him, overall I don't like the way he treats me yet for some strange reason I won't let him go.
I'm only on part 3 but what I've read so far is that we love those that remind us of our parents or caregivers when we were young.

The question I'm asking myself is... why do I love him so yet know the relationship isn't right but won't let go... in other words, why can't I let go?? And it isn't that I can't, it's that I won't.

Can I ask.... why do you love her??