Well, I didn't have any problems stopping the drug, I only went on two binges for 2 and 3 weeks respectively, and after my vision problem I stopped everything without any trouble really. It has to be from the drugs, thats when it started and nothing else would have suddenly caused a vision problem like this one, and thats why most of my doctors are perplexed. I have told one opthamologist about my drug use and how it started my vision problem but he thought it was just my anxiety, and I told one neurologist about my drug use and he also seemed kind of patronizing and thought it was my anxiety, and I told my last neurologist about my drug use, and he thought it might be vasculitis, but then he did some test called a visual evoked potential test which tests your brain when you look at things at it was fine, and now he says there is nothing he can do.
Im not sure if that test tested for vasculitis, and it would make sense that some of my arteries were inflammed or constricted from my drug use, which would account for my vision distortion and how everything seems out of focus, and how my vison is shaky and wavy, and the lightheadedness and pounding on the sides of my head that were present when the problem first started. I just need to maintain hope with this problem, and I am so mad and feel so guilty because I caused this stupid problem because of a few dumb mistakes and they are still ruining my life. I can't live with this problem, its like my whole perception of the world is all distorted now and it makes me feel disoriented all the time. I know these symptoms also might have been shared with someone, and I am really desperate to fix my life and pursue my education to the best of my abilities. Thank you everyone who has posted now, the comments provided were really supportive and made me feel better. Please, pleaseeeeee if anyone has had anything remotely related to this I really want and need to know about it, I got into a really good school by luck and I cannot go there and function properly with this problem.