I HATE ANXIOUS...


it was a huge trigger for me..

I mean, it literally would send me into a paranoid state..

I think of my kids getting hurt..
I think of me getting hurt..

what if my man died?


all these what the fu ck ifs???


the whole time, my stomach in knot..


I drove myself into sicknes...

I am so sorry about your loss..

grief is a process...

and losing a mother, is devestating..