I guess we're all different, so whether we really ever get over the speed is probably an individual thing.

At this time in my life, the thought of using makes me physically sick. I can't believe I put that shyt up my nose all day every day for six years....it's a disgusting thought.

But ya never, never know how you're gonna feel in the future. I can only hope I always feel this way. If I don't, I'll deal with those feelings then, I guess.

I guess it's a crap shoot. image