Hey Travis!

I was just thinking about this the other day! I'm on the other side of the fence though...I've never used meth, but like I was told one time...meth sure used me!!!

And, here I sit everyday...either reading and/or posting. I've been "clean" from the addiction to my meth addict and truly working my own recovery for about 13 and 1/2 months. Sometimes, I wish it would be just a memory...a bad dream. BUT, most of the time, I'm so thankful for this part of my life!

It gets tiresome (especially when people are rude and ugly) being on this board, but no matter what, I love it here. It gives a purpose and makes sense of all the MADNESS!!!

Guess what I've come to is...I choose to make this a very real part of my life...part of my recovery. I choose to not let the memories die but use it for something positive! Without all you people (who I've never been fortunate enough to meet in real life), my life would not be complete. I would be missing out on a very touching, unexplainable love!

I don't know what other recovering addicts do, but they sure are missing out if they don't find some sort of place like this...

Randi