Justplaintired - I am you....I feel the same way you do...you just took the words from me like you have read my mind.....I too can't get pass so much..what I know and what I don't....

Sometimes I think my life would be so much easier without my husband....But then we have such greatness together.....never mind the 3 kids who just can't understand....I have no advice for you but I just wanted to tell you that you're not alone in this struggle. I am praying for you.....that's all I know to do.....

Love,
secrets.