The truth suz...

what that people who dont know him...think his SSI should be taken away...

call him a troll..

make fun of him as an active addict...

for what...like she said...she was home with her sick child and was bored...

OUR PAIN..IS HER HUMOR...and I find nothing creative, funny, intelligent about demeaning someone who is in pain..

how can we judge by words...they are just that...words without a face...an emotion expressed...who knows what ROBBY..truly feels...


but to cast judgement on him...and make fun of someone without ever having been an addict...

please...

it is a VERY F UC KIN PAINFUL thing to recover what you lost..gave up..to drugs....

you think going from hotel to hotel..
from lover to lover
from happy to sad
from meth to alcohol..or other means of NOT FEELING REALITY

from loneiness to despair...is funny...is a walk in the park...staying in instituition...living in paranoia...


is fu cking fun......................................

I dont...I lived it.....it is a miserable expeirence...day in a day out..

and if you are not able to "GET" WTF PEOPLE are saying...you just keep believing everything is ok...

you keep on denying...

that is the TRUTH OF ACTIVE ADDICTION...and why it isnt easy...coming clean...

dealing with reality, the truth...the pain...the misery you made for you and your loved ones...