Robby, exactly how did society do you harm? is it because someone invented meth? or someone brewed beer? ..... Society also gave you scientists to develop drugs to keep your mental disorder in check, did they not? When you say society, do you mean your social environment? your parents? your city? the world? Have you ever thought that without you fighting hard to beat this addiction that maybe you are an added drain on society? the society that does you wrong?.................................. At this point ,is this not the same society that pays your SSI and costs of your doctors and drugs????