Soul shine , I must say that you may be right but I do not see myself changing my mindset ... it could happen in the future but do not see it happening for awhile ... we shall see if day 11 off of meth becomes day 12 and day 7 off of alcohol becomes day 8 - we shall see.

Laura - you may see things as this but I ( in my reality ) FEEL that I cannot be responsible for reacting the world that hates me and continues to abuse me , yes you got that right - society has done me wrong over and over again.