Rob - I suffer from PTSD still. I know I need to get treatment, but I keep hoping it will just magically go away!

I don't know if I can pinpoint exactly what caused my condition, but I know that meth is in the mix somewhere. I keep thinking maybe it's from having to go to prison, because the prison nightmares are still very vivid and very frightening and I'm still having them even though I've been out for about 11 years. I also still dream about the husband I left behind so I could get clean, and I still dream about using. Like I said, I don't know which traumatic event caused my symptoms of PTSD, I just know that it sucks.

I don't want to live in the past, but I've yet to get treatment so that I can live better in the present.