Thanks for the BOOST of HOPE I had for the new year LOL ....... Screw it since i am gonna die anyways LOL
............ Eventually


SOmetimes its hard to choose NOT to be in the dumps ... sometimes we dont have a choice. I know I do.
I wanna be in the dumps today it is 1:00 and I havent even gotten dressed,,,, still in robe -- should show you that pic LOL might make you feel better
its a rather sad scary sight LOL .......... But I am gonna force myself up and shower and go to do Human things .... & stop just sitting here like a big lump on a log (where did that experssion come from- lump on a log doesnt sound all that bad) Anyways - I just decided to make the choice to DO SOMETHING >............ so I came here first.

I could stay in robe all day and do this - But I suppose I should be productive - ON MY VACATION DAY ..... LOL