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Jan 2 09 6:01 AM
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DeborahB wrote: He also gets up in the middle of the night, still drunk, and pees on the floor in our room. He manipulates, uses people, and lives in some kind of alternate world where he is a saint who always gets crapped on by everyone around him...especially me. He accuses me of having all the negative traits that are actually his..and he believes it. My family lives in Vegas and have been nothing but supportive. My sister has offered to rent me a room, cheap, if I want to move there for as long as I want. We're best friends and she is a "normie" who has never used drugs. My mom is also there. Its a safe place, away from everyone here, and away from my boyfriend. Its a place where i won't have to worry all the time about just living and focus on me...stabilizing my meds, getting more involved in my recovery in a positive enviornment, getting counceling, getting out of this destructive relationship with my boyfriend for good, becoming the mom I want to be for my kids (3 are grown and 1 is 13) and learning how to live as a real-life, productive member of society. I'm scared.
He also gets up in the middle of the night, still drunk, and pees on the floor in our room. He manipulates, uses people, and lives in some kind of alternate world where he is a saint who always gets crapped on by everyone around him...especially me. He accuses me of having all the negative traits that are actually his..and he believes it. My family lives in Vegas and have been nothing but supportive. My sister has offered to rent me a room, cheap, if I want to move there for as long as I want. We're best friends and she is a "normie" who has never used drugs. My mom is also there. Its a safe place, away from everyone here, and away from my boyfriend. Its a place where i won't have to worry all the time about just living and focus on me...stabilizing my meds, getting more involved in my recovery in a positive enviornment, getting counceling, getting out of this destructive relationship with my boyfriend for good, becoming the mom I want to be for my kids (3 are grown and 1 is 13) and learning how to live as a real-life, productive member of society. I'm scared.
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