You won't be much of a mother dead, guaranteed.

The current environment you are living in, with an abusive boyfriend isn't working.

I married my second husband the first week he was out of the penitentiary (it was his 3rd trip there for a parole violation).

Had I not gone to rehab when I did, either the drugs would have killed me or he would have.

I never went back to that toxic environment after rehab. I started over in the little town where I went to rehab at, far away from him.