Welcome back Deborah. I hope that you find a way off. I remember that feeling of knowing I wouldn't last much longer. There was a spark of hope in that darkness....and I hope you see one, too. I'm so glad that you are here. I think there are so many good people to talk with. You can always share and get support.

The boyfriend situation sound bad. What are your options there? What do you want to do?

I know that you have a lot of issues swirling around right now. If you had to make some kind of "to-do" list for yourself, could you?

Is there some kind of treatment option now? Do you think you could try it again?

For now, maybe I'm asking too many questions.......I'm just glad you're here. Keep on sharing, OK? Whatever you can, or want to talk about for now, just keep doing that. ((((Deborah)))))