Very True Kell ............... I know when I am in a bad spot which I was on several occassions ..... I would take stuff people said alot more serious and get so much more offended then need be .... Mostly it was me ... we of course have those that like to stir things up and dont come here with good intentions misery loves company - those have flooded in and out over the years - ones that just are like a tick burried into this place that like to just get reactions out of people and thrive on it - - - - - but leaving those aside ..... I was so damaged at times ..... Peoples posts I would distort the hell out of that is the first time I realized I needed to walk away for a bit ..... because after the HIM thing I didnt have much to offer on here .... I just wanted to WHINE and spew my crap ......and do the pour me's ..... and plus being a manager for almost 4 years sure burns ya out ..... you help them at the recovery place then I would come here and see the same kinds of questions being asked here as I was there .... and over and over ..... I just was empty so I had to do some work on myself ....... before I came back ...... but I stuck it out around here for a good 3 years ........ I came here when I first had about 6 months sober ..... OH and L ...... I was HILARIOUS ....... I thought our way was the only way - Yeah I was a little tooooooo hard core almost Book house'ish LMAO ........... too funny .... I used to have some of my old posts .......... wish I had them now .....


Anyways .... I am proud you are reaching out - keep it up.

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