some do have tougher skin then others naturally ... some dont ... I dont my brother does ......
I burried %%+@ alot though ....... which is the same for you .,... I as you know torn up that the situation you got yourself in had to happen ...
Having your feeling raw and open I hope just gives us a better chance to get in there work these steps 100% and really help find the REAL LACEY ....
So that nothing like this ever has to happen again ... or worse. And so that you can hold your head high and and be a helpful part of society
you have alot to offer ............ we will get there. Enjoy your time here.


Stick with it. It helps when meetings are not easy to get too .... and it also helps when they are --- its a win win