"what's wrong with me?"

IMO..nothing

The state of the global hive is a "curse" on the collective psyche of humanity.
We're being constantly desensitized by atrocities pushed on us by mainstream media.


It's all relative to how long we were "out" there....we're on a loooong healing journey with shifting pardigms.

I think we can over-do recovery and forget to simply live...getting too wrapped up in where we've been and the damge incured is not good for our mental health.

IMO too much focus get placed on "defects" and not enough focus on assets and natural talents.

If we're not doing what we love we're going to feel unfulfilled it's unlikely that we can effectively live in the moment.
aka ....Be Here Now

As compulsive stimulation junkies our greatest challenge is to simply *BE*.

Our mind is a tool and it does have brakes...if applied.

with practice...the 100,000 + thoughts we process each day can be reduced dramatically. [& we like drama]


A friend once assured me that "no matter what happens...everything is OK"

and it is image


FWIW...time spent here seems to help...[gotta love the elephant painting]
http://www.insightcourse.net/course_contents