Suzie my dear friend!
I hate celebrations too!, you are not unique.

How many times have you heard me in the same spot as you?
many, many, many!

I finally got up off my as and started taking guitar and singing lessons.
I wish I was 175 yrs. oldimage

Sometimes I dread tomorrow or even an hour away.

Pm me lets talk just not here o.k.

lots of lovPeace Tony