yeah robby...we tend to fall in love immediately...i dunno if that is BPD or just loneliness..or co dependency...I know they pretty much can label us...with just one sentence these days...


I like to say, I am just the same as you.....only I feel a lot better inside, because the pain was to great...TO GREAT and in reality...I didnt want to die..or want someone to kill me...I just wanted to feel comfortable in my own skin...

today I can go in the bathroom and see myself and not tear it down, that is amazing that I can do this....LOVE MYSELF...it wasnt suppose to happen...
I am suppose to die a dope fiend...odds are against me for sure....

get some sleep...or the FBI ...or SWAT Team..or something will get the best of your imagination...

F UCK PARANOIA...I pitty the fool who has to deal with that shyt

...It causes major cricks in da neck and back..all that turing...looking underdoor...out the peep holes..out the foiled window...that you poked a tiny hole with a pin....

<---------will take a grilled cheese and tomato...with sauce and fries...diet coke please...VEGETARIANS CAN EAT AT in and out too..and grumps...they have lines at 800 at night...we have grown, Hemet CA...we big city now!image