Niner , you never made a mistake - I am the only one who is the constant Phuck up - I do not expect anyone to coddle me , if someone would kill me it would be nice though - I honestly HATE myself more than words can ever explain and that is why I fall over and over again - You can only help how you were helped , yeah it hurts when you , Danimal and others are tough with me , hurts a lot but you cannot give me what you don't have