I am so sad right now after reading this thread.............I love you all and I wish the best to you Robby.

All this negative energy because of what? Robby is doing what addicts do best. When we do what we always did, we get what

we always got.........It was a long hard road to recovery for me, but it was my choice and my journey. And I was a glutten for punishment.

But I am alive and well to talk about it. Some of us don't make it and some of us do. But if we don't make it it doesn't mean we didn't deserve

it.................I wanted to want, to be clean for a long time. But that doesn.t mean that I didn't want to live a better life.

I truly believe that you want to live a better life Robby........You just need to find the way that works for you.

Maybe it will be treatment, or maybe not. Maybe it will be jail, maybe not. Maybe you will have a spiritual awakening, or maybe you won't.

It really doesn't matter how it happens or what anyone thinks here, but I will pray for you tonight Robby and everynight.

With attitude of gratitude,
Amy