Okay, flame me. Robby I feel your pain and yet I try to understand addiction. I was addicted to smokes and am now addicted to caffeine. The thought of giving up my diet coke terrifies me, yet people live everyday without it.

I stopped smoking three years ago, the day my daughter came home from one month of inpatient treatment and three months of a group home. She couldn't stand my smoking and I couldn't life with her meth use. I knew she would die if she didn't give up that life style.

When she was a user I thought she was SO selfish!!! She could get away from her problems by staying high, and I had to suffer her problems not being high. Not fair. I thought she was selfish and not thinking about how the people who loved her were suffering, but she was feeling no pain as she was using. We felt her pain, but she wasn't.

If you really want to stop you will. But from your posts, you always come up with a reason why "it is not working". You work it--for you! Stop being selfish.

Okay, flame me. Last post. Hope you pick the life over death life option.