I was wrong to say nine are you happy...he is high



I will not ever once apologize for caring for a fellow drug addict, for I would ONLY HOPE they would TRULY care about me...and over the years some people say they really do...

however I am and will never be here to make friends...I am here to share expeirence...strength and hope...AND I HAVE HOPE FOR ROBBY...

I suffer the same bullshyt....BPD...drama untop of stupid fuc king drug addiction...both of which I HATE HAVING to share my mind with...but that is not important...

to me robby is...

robby...i am here...i want you to email me or call....I am never to far to help you....an hour away...

and I quote mother:

"go ahead and die, that is what you want"

I suppose that is kindness...