I have been worried about you sinse the chat room....I will be blunt about this...If you are
abusing alcohol or pills your disease of addiction is awake..It is a matter of time before you
Use Meth..
Everything has to stop...Please....Hang in there and go to some kind of meetings for support.
If you can...Reach out to someone that isn't using...
Have a happy thanksgiving and don't be hard on yourself.Each day brings a new beginning...