Thanks for all your words of encouragement. It has been a long, hard road but I believe I have come to the end of this journey...to begin afresh and move on with life as life is worth living. Dan, I had to pay him because he fought me like hell in the courts turning things around calling me the drug addict and blaming me for his depression etc etc etc....so it came to a point in time where I figured that if money could buy my freedom and end this misery so be it I will never forget you guys ... my pillar of strength and support over the last couple of years... I promise to check back in every once in a while.. Love, K