My husband got turned out of the state mental hospital. Because once he came down from the ice he was no longer "psychotic". I'm assuming that is also your situation. The psych unit told you there's nothing THEY can do for you because you are not psychotic when you're no longer high. Otherwise they would keep you longer.

I was told in therapy that I have a "chore belief" that I'm unworthy. I have to work on that daily. Pray, surround myself with healthy, praying people, don't drink. What are you doing to work on your chore belief? Reinforcing it more by using drugs?

You keep putting all your faith in "treatment". You're going to have to do some work too. You can't live in treatment forever. This is assuming you ever get there and commit to it.

Your posts have a differant tone lately. Almost "cheerful".

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